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Hello everyone, I'm not writing here for announcing anything or for saying something intelligent...I just need to express my feelings, since...I'm getting so stressed out that I'm almost depressed :(
Right in the moment I was really happy about my life, completely...(even If I have chronic back pain by almost 6 months)...

More than a week ago, I was going to the campaign for visiting my old dog Black, with also the idea of going for a long walk with my husband into the nature after seeing our dog and giving him food. Once we got to him, we found him with head crooked and that was barely able to walk, he fell often and had much difficulty in returning back on his feet.

God I felt the world crashing on my shoulder again, for the third time...I started crying without thinking twice while I was going to his food bowl to give him something nice to eat. My husband kept a cool head because I was already devastated.
In the meanwhile the poor Black reached us walking crooked and falling every now and then, but he seemed so happy to see us, to eat, he doesn't had lost happiness or hunger and that was a good sign...but I was too sad and crying to see that...I knew that this was the beginning of the end, Black is a mix of German shepherd+Belgian shepherd and I knew that both those dog races had problems with back legs and back in general when becoming old. 
I started thinking that If the poor Black couldn't walk alone anymore, without eating and drinking...I had to put him on sleep.

Jesus, Black have almost 15 years and he is a big dog of almost 30Kg, I was going to the primary school when my poor departed father (love you dad) came to get me with a puppy Black in his arms. Black is the only living gift I still have from my father and I love him so much.

Returning home after what happened in campaign with Black, me and my husband started searching things on the net about Black and we found out that he exactly have a begin of Vestibular Syndrome, fortunately not bad as some video you may find on the net...Black doesn't have bouncing eyes and he is still happy, hungry and focused on things. Is just an old age disease and there is no way to cure it, it will go away alone and then return, will never leave the poor Black in peace again in few worlds.

Since then we gave him 6 days of antibiotics and for 3 days he seemed completely cured, then from a day to another he started again walking with crooked head and a little unbalanced, but still he is happy, wagging tail, eating, drinking and also wants to play with the soccer ball...that old dog thinks he is still a puppy :hug: Of course we play with him really calmly, without trying to make him run, just letting him play with him paws with the ball.

It's horrible to say but I just with he can go in peace by himself and especially without suffering...I really don't want to be forced to put him on sleep. I already had my poor Lucky ending his life in terrifying suffering when he was only 6 for a stomach ulcer that out of nothing killed him in a week.
I just want Black now to keep living happily and without sufferance. God help us please.
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It is very hard to feel an artist when you're on DeviantArt, there are drawings, photographs, illustrations, that a "novice" would only have dreamed about.
Sometimes there are a lot of images...that are so beautiful to leave you breathless.
I know that I will never arrive at some level even if I, and my soul, wants to express creativity and happiness that I bring with me to give a shape and color to whatever I try, but it's stronger than me, I will never be a supreme artist.
Although for my sweet and beloved husband I am. (I will love you forever)

Meanwhile, I congratulate all those who are great Artists of DeviantArt and I thanks them, because they create the images of our dreams.

A hug, Jessica AkA Ladybelva, Signorascan, Tinebra


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SrTw Featured By Owner 4 days ago   General Artist

Thank you so much for the two new favourites!!!  (^^)

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SrTw Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014   General Artist

Thank you so much for the favourite. (^‿^)

Sorry I'm so late replying!  I was without a computer for over a month!

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LadyBelva Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh dear! No problem, thanks to you for coming here! You're welcome :hug:
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PegaSisters82 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch! :icontwilightdanceplz:
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LadyBelva Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks to you for all your wonderful drawings!! :hug:
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sixpathoffriendship Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thankyou for Watching me:hug::)
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LadyBelva Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's a pleasure dear! Thank you for your drawings! :huggle:
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cayfie Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the watch!
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LadyBelva Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem, love your pony arts! :3
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